Saturday, March 19, 2016

"Little Mother": Ellen Curtis Spencer Clawson (1832-1896)

[Aurelia Spencer Rogers, sister to Ellen Curtis Spencer Clawson wrote:] “Before leaving Nauvoo, father [Orson Spencer] had been called to go on a mission to England to edit the Millennial Star; but on account of the persecutions his departure had been postponed. [Catherine Curtis, wife to Orson Spencer and mother of 6 living children, died shortly after the family left Nauvoo.]

“While at the Bluffs he was notified to be in readiness to start late in the fall [1846]. He therefore made arrangements to fill the appointment and went with us across the Missouri River to Winter Quarters, where he put up a log cabin, into which we moved before it was finished there being no floor nor door. Soon after a door was put in, but the floor, which was made of hewed logs, was not laid until the next spring.

“Catharine and I were just recovering from a spell of sickness when our father bade us farewell and started on a three years' mission, leaving us in charge of a good man and his wife by the names of James and Mary Bullock, who looked after our interest the same as their own. They also had a family of children.

“The door of Brother Bullock's cabin faced our's and was only a few feet from it, so if anything went wrong they could hear us. We kept house by ourselves, Ellen acting the part of a little mother. She had just turned fourteen, and was small of her age, but had the judgment of one older. [The names and ages of the other children: Aurelia (12), Catharine (10), Howard (8), George (6), and Lucy (4).] It was well for us that we had been taught to knit and sew, for we had our own clothes to mend and look after. A lady by the name of Jane Dudson, who lived across the street from us, used to cut out our dresses and then we helped to make them. From her I took my first lessons in dress cutting, which were gained by observation, and were of great use to me afterwards.

“We got through the first part of the winter pretty well, as father had provided for our wants, having left us with eight cows and one horse; the horse was to be sold for provisions.
We went to school to Sister Addison Pratt, (mother of Ellen Pratt) who felt obliged to do something to earn a livelihood for herself and four daughters. She was an excellent lady and we spent most of our spare time at her house.…

“The winter having been uncommon in its severity, our horse and all our cows but one had died, therefore we had no milk nor butter; our provisions had also nearly given out, so that in the spring and summer following, we really suffered for something to eat; part of the time having nothing but corn-meal, which was stirred up with water and baked on a griddle. Many a night I have gone to bed without supper having to wait until I was hungry enough to eat our poor fare. Many others as well as ourselves had very little to eat, and those who did fare better, knew nothing: of our destitute condition. Some months after, Apostle Wilford Woodruff, hearing about our circumstances visited us, and relieved our wants for the time being. The Saints had to send to a place called St. Joseph, which was some miles below Winter Quarters, for provisions that consisted mainly of corn-meal and pork. There was no need of our family suffering for food, if the money father sent us had been received; but although the money failed to reach us, the letters received from our dear parent were a great comfort to us.…

“We left Winter Quarters about the first of May, 1848, traveling in President Young's company. He had made the trip across the plains the year before, as the leader of the Pioneers, and had returned for the rest of his family, and to see after the poor Saints who could not help themselves….

“In the course of nearly a five months' journey we arrived in Salt Lake Valley, having traveled over a thousand miles. It was a happy time as we merged from Emigration Canyon and took a view of the valley that was to be the future home of the Saints” (Aurelia Spencer Rogers, Life Sketches of Orson Spencer and Others, and History of Primary Work [N.P.: George Q. Cannon and Sons Company, 1898], 47–49, 51, 79).

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